Saturday, October 29, 2005
its back to e happy ice n axes story..
hehe..mayb we love each other too much to let go.time n again,its juz like a cycle.
tis is e last chance tt we r givin each other. cherish it,cos i wil.
though u wont be readin tis,juz wanna pen it..i love u alot.may fate allow us n may love bring us closer den b4..
work has been great..cos i love maths!hahaz.yeah,everythin is gg great! thx god.
Monday, October 24, 2005
When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around.When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.When a GIRL calls you everyday, She is seeking for your attention.When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.When a GIRL sms's u everyday, She wants you to reply at least once.When a GIRL says I love you, She means it.When a GIRL says that she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future.When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that
i woke up tis morn,feelin empty.part of me have been ripped off,leavin behind an empty soul.i cant concentrate at work today.first half of e day was terrible.my mind was filled wif e events tt took place yest.i didnt wan to believe everythin tt happened.if only i can turn back time;i wil hav take e cab.n nothin wld hav happened.ya,it was partly my fault,i agree.but u hav no rite to shove me.i tear,not becos of e pain tts piercing thru my thigh,i tear becos u were shoutin at me.i teared becos e man i love was yellin at me n hurtin me.tts y i tear. as much as im scared,i didnt want to leave.i didnt wan to noe tt its all over.i cldnt eat,everythin seems tasteless.its freakin cold,my hrt been frozen by ice.i juz didnt wan to believe all these.dida really made my day wif e chocolates.n his jokes.he did his best to cheer me up.thx.i felt much better after lunch wif dida n tuwoei.mas taught me e real plannin stuff today.challengin.its like doin some A maths qn. i like it,it stretches my brain.boss wans me to take over e fab on thurs.MAX STRESS!im doubtin my ability to do tt.to be frank,im scared to take on such a big respondsibility.but im glad tt i hav a gd n stable job now.at least e stress frm family n finance is minimised.i wil not be able to wear contacts for e time being.haiz.so gonna go made a new specs! wa,i love my optometrist!he is e best!he tighten e grip on my sunglass which made it more comfortable! thx wilfred!gg wif mel on wed for some glasses spree!im packed wif activities tis wkend to get myself in e crowd to forget bout him.i need sometime to cool down n think things thru.some beer will be perfect.oh ya,most bars n clubs r celebratin hallowen on monday(ectual day).not on friday.sorry for e wrong msg!!SU peeps!callin all SU peeps,e dreamteam! halloween fun on monday! club mom or zouk. u decide!had some greeat fun wif eeks e other day at geylang seri.hahaz,though u didnt get any baju kurong,we had fun shoppin for all those stuff!saw jiawei n tis other guy who i dun rem.damn funny.they describe me as "the gal tt alfred worships". oh my god,i was like wat???thx god alfred has ald given up on me.or i wil bee damn freak out!though he is rather cute,but he is too agressive n its turnin me off. ;p my mind stil thinks of him.n i wonder if there wil be a day where i can really forget him.
we been thru so much but its stil e same ending...no more prince charmin,no more happy axes..
i knew i hav to leave but there is tis part in me tt stil cant let go. n there is tis part of me tt stil loves u. but i noe i had to leave.
Monday, October 10, 2005
yeah!so happy..went km8 wif baobei n e alleybar peeps yest.km8 is damn happenin!!times better den sunset!!but lots of spg.BITCHES!puttin tons of makeup n wearin skirts n grindin wif e guys.yucks.n guess who i saw? rufus. yes,my ex bf rufus goh yingwei.i was SHOCKED!!cos e last i heard of him was tt he is ald married.we chatted awhile..but he is stil as stuck up.yuckz.n turns out tt his marriage failed.funny. hah.n he is a waiter at km8 now.weird rite,he used to be so rich.n now??a waiter... ;s
yutaki came to moshi to find me on sat.damn rich!!he holdin tis SUPER big LV carrier wif a new bag in it.n carryin a gucci bag.oOoo.he intro his best friend,besty to me.n funnily,besty recongise me cos she saw e box tt i gav yutaki.haa.n i was wearin specs tt day.lookin so ugly n saw yutaki. ;( juz my luck.
went out wif my trainin grp today.so exciting!! rob went too!!we had dinner at swensens n desserts at secret recipe.e cocoa mocha cake is delicious but sinful.hah.we shared e marble cheescake n e moist chocolate cake.slurpps. so sad,our trainin is gonna end soon.e peeps there r so friendly n all of us juz click like e SU gang.guess when all of us r in line,we gonna c less of each other. sobz.. im act quite stress bout my job. haiz.. scared,worried,stress. axes says,work hard jess!! muackz...
damn tired le.havin throat infection soon.damn pain.gg to zzz..bye! nite.miss baobei.he juz called..lightens up my nite...
Thursday, October 06, 2005
my blog is spoil!! oh no!! cant publish...
am back frm work..baby hav been quite tolerance wif me tis few days n i kept on throwin tantrums.mayb its becos of his ex thingy n im v pissed.
was fun at work today,touch on stats.similar to biostats but tis is more difficult.i was kinda blur but stanley was there to guide me..mr bala was therer too n i think tt he thinks tt i dun understand. hahaz.ya,i dun understand.v diffcult!mr chung certainly did a better job in teachin us den bala.;p
rob is really funny.he always cheers us up wif his funny but intelligent jokes. nice ones. n i love it when he squabble wif tuwoei. cheers rob!
havn fever n rashes.r they signs of degue?? im scared!! i miss baobei but i dun wanna tok to him. im throwin tntrums again.dun noe y.pms.mood swings. ;(
k la,i gonna go study le..if not dun understand stats again.n must brush up on my excel skills on all e vlookup function etc! oh no!! so chim! work hard jessica!
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
am i being too sensitive? im not sure.but i think its time.im ready tis time round.im prepared.kaede,giv me e support..
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
fatts bday
arite arite peeps...fatts bday pics r FINALLY up!! those who wans it,catch me online!hahaz..ok i shall let e pics do e talking! juz some of e pics.view e others at
http://jessicaxes.multiply.come four babes
dreamteam
oh no!!gays!! hahaz
nice shot of me n baby
me n baobei!! hehe
besties!
tts bout ti!! for e rest of e pics,view it on my multiply...til e next time,tc!
Monday, October 03, 2005
yeah,zouk is comin back on e 21st oct! hooray! $20/$25. $12 entry before 12.
